Bonnie, oh yes! About the husband, anyway, I think I can relate. If I dare let my thoughts travel to "What is something happened to him???" I will be an emotional mess in no time. I feel that if I love him "too much" he'll be taken from me. Twisted logic, I know, but that's how the vulnerability plays in me.
yeah, I get it and feel the same way.
Totally! Especially my husband. All I have to do is wonder what life would be like without him and I am bawling. Sometimes I think I love him too much and I am too happy with him-that it won't last. I know that's a silly thought, but it comes to me now and then anyway. And my babies...if I lost one of them, I really don't know how I'd cope.